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Mar. 31st, 2007 @ 11:02 pm locked!!
Current Location: on my couch
Feelin': soresore
I'm listening to: red jumpsuit apparatus - guardian angel
so my journal is supposed to locked...
and i left an embarrassing entry unlocked...
and somebody read it...
and ummmm... yea. that SUCKS.

this blows. now one of my secrets is out. why isn't there an automatic entry lock feature or something like that?!?! AHHH!!!

so anyway..
today was fun. hung out with my best friend, jen. haven't seen her in ages so i was thrilled :-D

also had lots of talks about my relationship issues. she shed some light for me. i think i might be able to get thru this okay. at least i hope. it might end up costing me $155 and a really fun weekend, but meh, who knows.

okay we'll i'm uber sore from the halifax show last night so i'm gonna go take a bath and talk on the phone with a super awesome friend <333 then its bedtime. cuzzzzz i'm beat. and SIX FLAGS TOMORROW!!!!!! among other stuff....... big life changes coming my way, more to come next week... i'm scared :'(

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Purple eye
Feb. 7th, 2007 @ 11:28 am quiz crazy!
Feelin': boredbored
I was bored, and this is ridiculous. sorry, i couldn't figure out the cut lol
What stereotype do you belong to?
Your Result: No stereotype

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What stereotype do you belong to?
Your Language Arts Grade: 100%

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How violent are you..
Your Result: Edgy

If you are provoked enough you'll do something about it. In a bad situation you have a small chance of kicking ass. For the most part you keep it real.

Chilled out
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How violent are you..
Choose your Death!
Your Result: Murder!

Not at home but in the mid day on an adverage day-- HINT: A place where you will take a break, You have a stocker, Thats been watching you! Someones thats very jealious, its a male (In 1,322 days)--"You must be more alert on your friends to erase this death"

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emo lawn
Jan. 23rd, 2007 @ 10:56 am feeling better
Feelin': sadsad
i'm feeling a bit better today, because i am excited.
why am i excited, do you ask????
well, i would just like to let you know (ms_bates especially!) that....

i'm going to a live taping of the

so look for me on the tv!! wooooo-hooooo!!
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Jan. 22nd, 2007 @ 03:42 pm again, i hate :(
Feelin': disappointeddisappointed in the world
I'm listening to: Something Corporate - Down
i HATE the government!! they are money-grubbing drones who listen to whatever their higher-up says. they steal our freedom and take our hard-earned money and spend it on things that I DO NOT SUPPORT. my mind is really flowing today, i don't know why. and i know government keeps the world in line, but FUCK. what happened to us humans???!?!?!?!?!!!!??? we were once such a peaceful species!! we built our own homes or found our own caves, we hunted and found our own food, and we were faithful to one partner and our families for life. there was no corruption, no sadness.. just LIVING. that's what we're supposed to - God put us on this earth to LIVE, and we can't even do that cuz the fucking government takes away our right to do as we please. i can't eat those raspberries growing over there because they are state park property. i can't sleigh-ride on this mountain because some rich, greedy bastard OWNS it. it's nature, why do we OWN nature?!?!??! nature should fucking own US!!!!! like for real, how can you tell me that i can't pick this flower because it's on government property??!?! it's a fucking wildflower!!!!!! why do i have to buy a fucking PERMIT to go hiking around this beautiful forest?!?!?!??!

i make $13 an hour for doing what i do. then after the taxes that i do NOT want to pay are taken out, i make $10 an hour. then i cash my paycheck, and the bank takes out fees. then i go to buy a fucking box of junior mints, and they charge me 7 cents for every damn dollar i spend.

it's illegal to be naked. so they MAKE US BUY CLOTHES.

they pave everything and tear up the ground, so we HAVE TO BUY SHOES.

they MAKE US BUY CARS, or pay to take the busses or trains.

yea, i blame this all on religion. now don't get me wrong, i don't blame God, i blame RELIGION. the government is just one giant CULT. religion started the idea of organizing everything. once religion came into focus, thats when all the wars, governments, greed, selfishness, and other disgusting human traits began to blossom. i bet God is looking down on the world today and all the selfish intentions of all of us humans, and just crying. i bet He's so sickened by how we are, that He's planning armageddon sooner than all of us think. if we don't shape up, we're all gonna fucking die. pshhhh fuck that - we're so set in our ways that we're doomed. and i do believe He'll spare those few good people the pain of dying and bring them right on up thru the pearly gates, but the rest of us are fuckkkkked! and if we don't live to see the end of the world (which i do believe will be in the next 10 years.. yea, i really do believe that), then we'll all end up killing ourselves anyway with our nuclear bombs and wars and anger and greed and guns and selfishness. the innocent will suffer because of human corruption. i want to move to the middle of the woods and live as the cavemen did. that's the way we are SUPPOSED to live. yes, we are supposed to bond and communicate, but i don't think we're to take it as far as legally stealing people's hard-earned money out of our paychecks. fuck the government, fuck organized religion (but love God and be spiritual, if that is what you believe, because i sure do believe in God), and fuck you selfish bastards that make the world worse every damn fucking day. hmmmph.
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cats turn into birds
Dec. 15th, 2006 @ 03:01 pm my new company logo!!
Feelin': creativecreative
i hope to soon get a website up for this, but i need a computer first.....
**fingers crossed that someone gets me an iBook for christmas!!!!**

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Purple eye
Dec. 14th, 2006 @ 12:17 pm LIVEJOURNAL STOP SUCKING!!!
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Purple eye
Dec. 13th, 2006 @ 03:12 pm My Xmas Stocking - gimme presents!!
Current Location: work
Feelin': busybusy
I'm listening to: christmas shit - DAMMIT!!
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Purple eye
Nov. 13th, 2006 @ 02:34 pm Kiwi!

the cutest and saddest thing i've EVER seen.

yes, i cried like a little bitch. please watch.
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Purple eye
Sep. 12th, 2006 @ 02:17 pm READ THIS!!!!!!
Current Location: work
Feelin': excitedexcited
I'm listening to: Brand New - I dunno the name of the song?!

It's my personal donation page for the Walk for a Cure, and I'm desperate for donations. I have ZILCH so far, and this is soooo not good!! And now everyone can donate no matter where your from!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!

SOOOO here's the scoop - you can donate anywhere from a dollar to a bizillion dollars, and if you donate, tell me the name of someone that you lost or that has been diagnosed with cancer, and i will write their name on the back of my team shirt, and i will walk for THEM. for YOU.

Please visit:


Thanks again everyone!!!

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May. 3rd, 2006 @ 09:53 am (no subject)
Current Location: at work!
Feelin': thoughtfulthoughtful
I'm listening to: Tell Me Everything - Just Surrender

This Journal is now Friends Only.
This is my place to rant and rave about life, love, pain, and joy. I REFUSE to accept anyone who finds it necessary to take it upon themselves to judge me or share my secrets. What's in here is private, and by letting you read, it's an unspoken promise to keep my secrets as if they were your own.
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Purple eye